Posts Tagged ‘a sad story’

–’x’..im confused..’x'–

..i’m so confuse..!! ..what should i do..??
..huhuhu..
..i feel so helpless..!!kxi nman eeh..
..i know i can..but..??!!
..peo.,btet gnun..??
..d q mgawa..hndi q kya..
..nhi2rpan n quh eeh..lam muh un..??
..mnxan..i jzt wnted 2 cry and giv up..peo hnd pde..
..kxi..an lke ng expctationz nla xkn (my parentz and d ppol around me)
..and also trust..
..and i dnt want to ruin der big drmx 4 me..
..at frst..i told my self..
.”kaya quh tuh! aq pa! d aq zu2ko!”.
..but i think i had reach my end..
..the end wch im about to giv up..
..but ders a part of my mind sying..
“i can do it.juxt contnue the fight”
..but i dnt thnk i cn do it anymor.
.lam mou un??
.smtym i wnt to go back to my highschl lyf.
.my lyf which im alwayz no.1.
.a lyf xo hapii.ful of cnfdnc.
.and it seemz, im mor matured b4 thn dix tym.
.wat do u thnk?
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—”x’ xuferxad”x’—

a zUfeR xAd zt0rY …

..oh my gosh.. after ngĀ  6 six yrs ko z elementry..
..and 4 yrs in highschool..
..i had never ever experienced this in my whole life..
..and now..because of that "______".. i do..
..it really hurts..!!
..sometimes..i ask my self.."am i idiot??stupid..??or what..??
..huhuhu..i really don't know what to do..
..because surely my parents will get mad at me and then scold me..
..but wahat kind of aproach should i do..??
..i feel so guilty..
..because they  worked so hard for me..
..this is what they will get in return.??
..maybe this will just serve as a lesson for me..
..which i should take seriously..
..so..just bid me gudluck..
..and godblez..